Have you ever felt like you cant stand the situation you are in any more
When you love someone, but you've messed up real bad and you don't think its recoverable.
You only realise how much you love someone when they're gone.
When you realise that you love her very simply but very truly.
You sit there by yourself in the hours of rare clarity that follow, you realise that she was the epitome of eveything you ever wanted in a woman. You realise that you couldn't sit next to her without wanting to hold her, you cant look in her eyes without feeling a kind of longing that you only read about in trashy romance novels.
You want to be able to express your love for everything she is. You know that you have never felt this way before.
You hope that despite the damage caused, some part of her is hesitating to move on, and you hope that she realises that if she is hesitatnt to move on, then she feels something to, and you hope further that she does not dismiss that, but rather dwells on it, is struck by the same realisation that you have had and comes back to you.
You feel like there has never been another woman that made you feel half the man that you feel when you are with her.
You feel like you are foever changed because of who she was, how she loved you and what she means to you.
Sadly, it rarely happens, people and love are both unforgiving.
To meet, to know, to love and then to part, is the sad tale of so many a human heart.